Meshomoni died today... some 15 minutes back... still can't believe it. Just wondering what is more painful... death or the aftermath of the same. It is weird how we put so much emphasis on a thing that is completely out of our control... dunno ... what is life... is it the physical phenomena.. of breathing in and out or the intangible set of relations and emotions... You always hear the body is mortal and not important... what is vital is the soul.. But I wonder what is the soul without the body...today meshomoni is no more.... his body is cold... his face still real to me.... Is it going to be the same tomorrow...
I just wonder that if body is not important.... then why do we miss the person... why the person does not exist in the soul... guess we cannot look beyond our senses... the touch.. feel... hear makes all the unreal true... and the absence of the same makes all truth... however universal ... meaningless.
Mutterings as usual.... feeling a strange pain... and want to be home .. desperately...... can't be of much help either way.... just praying to God that strength and courage be abound... thank God for giving me the chance to help Mani.. when it needed..
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